Somedays there just is too much to take!

Today is just that day. After coming home from the gym, I just wanted to throw my hands up and walk back out of this house. I just do not get it. Why the kids can not seems to pick up anything!!! It is not for lack of trying to get them to do this, but I am running out of energy to get angry. It doesnt work anyway. I swear it took me 1 hour just to pick up things, before I actually started cleaning.

I am not even done, but I needed a break before i started to throw stuff! It just seems like there is always so much house work, and just when I am done for one day, then the next day comes and I have to start all over again.

I really think this is why on Fridays I have wine! It is a small bit of solice that I look forward to.

Now as I finish writing this I still need to finish the laundry, get kids and off to 2 different hockey activities. Then try to get something healthy for supper... Then off to help my sister out... taking her boy to his soccer.

IS it friday somewhere????

Today I just feel lucky...

Why? Well it is because I truly have a great husband. Without going on and on, lets just say , I have one of the nice guys, that people say do not exist. I probably do not even deserve him,,,,,,, but he is here and I am LUCKY!!!!! Thanks Mike for all you do and all you put up with,,,,,,,, I am not sure what I would do without you.....

karma..do you believe in it?

(Karma ----the cosmic principle according to which each person is rewarded or punished in one incarnation according to that person's deeds in the previous incarnation.-----action, seen as bringing upon oneself inevitable results, good or bad, either in this life or in a reincarnation)

I have been thinking alot about why things happen to people good or bad, especially when the 'thing' you did is something you can control. Will the bad things really come back to haunt you? What if you are truly remorseful, does Karma still come into play? What about all the good deeds people do, does karma work for them too?

I am not losing sleep over all my bad deeds(lol) or wanting some recognition for the good ones( i have some of those too)... just really wondering about it all.......

Just empty..cant find inspiration

Just cant seem to find any inspiration these days, to write anything worth while. The stress of the past few weeks? Maybe.... not sure....