Here is a post I found today.. I truly can relate to almost all of it.I think I need counselling...
I am sick of this
I am sick of my life being consumed with thoughts about my weight
I am sick of my life being consumed with thoughts about my weight
I am sick of waking up in the middle of the night and my thoughts turning to how much I will weigh when I get up
I am sick of my weight loss controlling me
I am sick of constantly worrying about my weight
I am sick of never having clothes to wear
I am sick of trying to fit into the next item that I have stored away from when I was smaller
I am sick of comparing myself to every female I see
I am sick of never feeling good enough
I am sick of feeling ashamed of what my scale reads
I am sick of always looking forward to being smallerI am sick of all of this.
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This has been my life for the last couple of years and all I can say is that I am sick of it all.
3 comments:
Edie: I'm sorry hon. I had no clue you were worrying about your weight that much. All I know is you look fabulous! WHO cares what the damn scales says. Throw it out. RIGHT NOW!
I can't say it enough.. I have always admired your body. ( I sound like a lesbo now, but you know what I mean! lol)
Love ya!
xo
Steph
Thanks Stef,,,, I am trying to gain control of this,.,.,. e
Why hope to live a long life if we're only going to fill it with self-absorption, body maintenance, and image repair? When we die, do we want people to exclaim, "She looked ten years younger," or do we want them to say, "She lived a great life!" - Unknown
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